Month: February 2024
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As If I Were Living Alone
Another thing I’ve been thinking about these days is this: what if I live as if I were living alone? Technically speaking, I’m not living alone. There is one more person in this house and that person is not going anywhere. I know. But maybe I’ve been relying on this person a bit too much.…
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记录
最近几天频繁冒出一个想法：如果有一种方式，可以让我无痛地快速离开这个世界，我会不会选择它？不止一次问自己后，我的答案都是“I’ll be very tempting”。 冒出这样的想法有可能是因为最近状态确实不太好，没有之前那么想探索烹饪了但是也还不知道接下来可以做什么，也有可能是因为快来例假了，我想这恐怕才是主要的原因。不过这个想法的出现还是给我敲响了警钟，因为这说明我对这个世界、对人生、对生活的兴趣似乎又跌到了谷底。这个世界真的没什么好活的了吗？
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Much Ordinariness
It’s always around 3 or 4 days after not writing anything that I want to write something again. A bit of a cycle, I guess. It’s okay to not write every day, although that would be the best. But number one, I don’t have stuff to write about every day, and I may not want…
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边缘人，指生活得不太主流
认清了一下自己有多边缘，但并没有想要改变的意思。
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什么叫对自己好一点？
对象叫我对自己好一点。怎么样才算对自己好一点？这几天我一直在想这个问题，除了身体上照顾好自己以外没有什么答案。
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Streams of Thoughts
Yesterday was not really a good day, despite that I finished reading Anne Carson’s sequel to Autobiography of Red: Red Doc>.
Borderline Journey 