Category: Diary
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The Hottest Day Ever and More on Rock Climbing
Yesterday was the hottest day since the beginning of this year (if not the hottest day ever in the history of this city). While driving back from work, the highest temperature recorded in the panel at the back of the steering wheel read “38°C.” I sat in the driver’s seat, trying my best to enduring…
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Update
实际上从二月初发生了一些事情以后我基本上就再也没有来这个博客写过任何东西，三月份那一篇只是特殊情况罢了。我知道讨厌的人，他们如果有合适的方式、合适的条件，就总能通过互联网找到他们想找的人，跟踪也好，视奸也好。这几个我一直没有在这里写任何东西，就是因为知道这个世界上有这样喜欢跟踪他人的讨厌的人。
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It’s Almost Spring
The past three days have been too sunny, with the highest temperature floating around 15-16 Celsius, way above the usual average of 10. It hasn’t been raining either in the past days, so I’m not sure what will happen to the grass seeds I sowed. Let’s hope they will germinate. While I like sunshine, I…
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Oh, Well…
If I had disliked kids, I wouldn’t have applied for a job that needed to work with kids every day. The fact is I don’t hate kids, though I do not feel an intimate draw from them as much as many other people do. I can interact with them well enough, especially if I’m their…
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Manipulators
So far, my December has been a little bit too out of control. First, I had almost started a small business with a habitual sex assaulter. Now, meaning in the past week, I was again gaslighted by a seemingly outstanding student. I’m not going to lie to you: being intentionally manipulated and gaslighted twice during…
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A False Opportunity
This past month has been an odd one. I almost thought I had gotten an opportunity to work, though it was not a real job. I thought I’d at least get some money and maybe would even be able to sustain myself in a year or two. But the opportunity turned out to be false,…
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Headstand
Toward the end of my yoga session today, the teacher, with whom I followed the instructions through a video recording on TV, asked her students to do a headstand with her. While I started practicing yoga in the summer of 2020 and a few weeks later I was able to do headstands with the help…
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Calibration
Reaching out to people, knowing how they are and what they are doing, to me, now, is not a means for friend-seeking. To a large extent, it is for calibration. To calibrate my position in the world with regard to other people. I don’t mean I will compare myself with other people, such as their…
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Bouldering Notes
I get used to listing a bunch of things I should improve on after finishing a bouldering session. Today I went bouldering with him at our usual gym. Here’s the list I compiled after getting back home:
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I’d Like to Have Less Sunshine
I’d actually like it not to be so sunny. I’d in fact love to have some clouds. But looking at the sky high above, nowhere are any clouds to be seen. These days have been the hottest days we’ve experienced this summer, with the highest temperature reaching 34 C and the lowest 17 C.
Borderline Journey 