Category: Reflection
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2025年年终总结，攀岩篇
正面部分： 今年早些时候我大概有感觉到我从V4到V5所需要的时间应该比从V3到V4需要的时间短。现在回想起今年的情况，意识到这个感觉差不多是正确的。
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Lack Interest in Other Humans
The past few days were kind of hot, with the highest temperature reaching 28 or 29 Celsius. But today is a cool summer day without a blazing sun, and I appreciate this weather.
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2024年总结及新年愿望的实现情况
今年年初的时候我曾经列过几个希望今年能够实现的愿望。今年快要结束了，回头去看这些愿望，大多数都实现了。没有实现的少数几个愿望也还在努力中。过去几年的年度总结我都是用回答Matters问卷的方式做的，今年改变一下，来一条条看看我最初许下新年愿望都实现得怎么样。
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Manipulators
So far, my December has been a little bit too out of control. First, I had almost started a small business with a habitual sex assaulter. Now, meaning in the past week, I was again gaslighted by a seemingly outstanding student. I’m not going to lie to you: being intentionally manipulated and gaslighted twice during…
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A False Opportunity
This past month has been an odd one. I almost thought I had gotten an opportunity to work, though it was not a real job. I thought I’d at least get some money and maybe would even be able to sustain myself in a year or two. But the opportunity turned out to be false,…
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Calibration
Reaching out to people, knowing how they are and what they are doing, to me, now, is not a means for friend-seeking. To a large extent, it is for calibration. To calibrate my position in the world with regard to other people. I don’t mean I will compare myself with other people, such as their…
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China Observation, Two
Whether I’m a highly sensitive person is something I have been debating with myself. I used to think I wasn’t that sensitive. I can go out, I can handle talking with strangers, I don’t like traffic jams but I can put up with them if I must. I know that I tend to keep my…
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China Observation, One
Long time no write. I thought I’d have to refill these fountain pens, but it turns out a little bit of hot water will do the trick. There’s still some in left, but the nib is slightly stuck. A dab in hot water and everything resumes fine.
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边缘人，指生活得不太主流
认清了一下自己有多边缘，但并没有想要改变的意思。
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什么叫对自己好一点？
对象叫我对自己好一点。怎么样才算对自己好一点？这几天我一直在想这个问题，除了身体上照顾好自己以外没有什么答案。
Borderline Journey 