Support team is great, but I'm not sure I want to share my deep feelings and anxiety with a bunch of strangers. I've done something like that before in 2020. It was great in the beginning, but soon things started to turn for the worse. I guess some people can indeed flourish within support teams formed online, but I'm not one of these people. For me, it takes a long, long time to raise some genuine interest in other people, regardless online or in real life, and it takes even longer time to build that strong, long-lasting trust.

        除了写字不加括号以外，从今天开始不想回复的信息就直接不回。只能说我这种自闭的，不适合和外向性话痨在一起。受不了。哪来那么多话那么多信息，又不是很熟。

        虽然部门领导已经明确说了我们部门在这轮裁员中不受影响，但是因为整体大环境不好，焦虑的心情还是没有办法完全缓解。于是除了使劲吃零食以外，又给新键盘换了一副透光的壳。哇，我真的越来越geeky了…… 笑。

        我就是那种心情不好想躲起来的人。

        今天被人问起，明年有什么计划或者目标吗？我说，多存点钱，多还点房贷，多看点自己真正想看的书。看来果然我已经是无聊的中年人了……